My First GunShot

hi i want to share some black days of my life and i want to confess also, so i came from my village to peshawar for some work and was staying at my friend house for some nights,i fought with someone

in village thats why i used to keep gun with me for my safety,one night i went out for some work then i was on the way back to my friend house  suddenly 2 men stopped my way and asked me "where are you going?" i replied "to the place where i stay" then 1 of them pushed me so badly and holded my collar and said "give me you mobile and money that you have" i said "ok slow down leave my collar ill give what i have " then the other one slap me on my face and said "dont talk much just do what we say" , i gave everything i had than they said "sorry dont mind but we need these things " they  left me empty and started going i was very angry i took my gun and started shooting them they started running but i saw 1 got bullet and was bleeding and screaming of pain, i was so scared and ran away (that was my first shot) , after some days i realized i did wrong i tried to kill someone for mobile and money , now i apologize  , i dont know if any of you are reading this but please forgive me .im so sorry.